We're all mad here

WARNING: This is kind of a rant - thinking "out loud" I suppose. I need to blog a lot more, but I don’t, and I need to “journal”, but I don’t ... It’s just really difficult for me to do that (distracted, no focus, etc...) so once in awhile I’ll write it out. Pass it by if you don’t wanna read it. If I were someone else, I doubt I’d want to! It’s after 8:00 a.m. on a Thursday & I haven't slept since 3:00 o'clock Tuesday afternoon. I always feel tired - but I have insomnia and I don't feel sleepy . But I constantly feel/am exhausted . I have Epstein Barr Virus/chronic fatigue, so this is an ongoing battle. I absolutely hate it. I slept until 3:00 PM Tuesday because I didn't go to bed until 5:00 a.m. If I can fall out and get into a good deep sleep, I can sleep for 10-12 hours only waking up a few times to empty the bladder. It's the falling into the deep sleep that's the problem. I have GERD and a Hiatal hernia, so I used to wake up a lot choki...

" Life is tough my darling, but so are you ." ~Stephanie Bennett-Henry Reminder - You're much stronger than you think you are!  

Hi, I write this because I was led to a Go Fund Me page via the obituary in the newspaper. It always breaks my heart when it's a young person.  I have extreme empathy. I lost my son, Micheal in 2001 to the “choking game”. It was an accidental, but self-inflicted death. He was almost 19. Through the devastation of that loss, I have turned it to something positive by doing grief counseling for parents who have lost children, at no charge. I don't know if you would want to ever take advantage of this, but I'm available if you would and you can contact me via commenting below with an email address because I can't post my # here...  Please do as you wish. I do not even expect a comment/reply. You have enough on your plate . Do things at your own pace because this is hard enough without feeling obligated. Whether you take advantage of that or not, I have this to offer: 1. Never let anyone tell you when to grieve, how to grieve, or for how long.  -  There are stages to grie...